คำบรรยาย (en)

I was 18. I took that one-way ticket, never looked back, and it was the best decision of my life. Hugh Hefner calls one day and was like, hi, this is Hugh Hefner. Would you like to move into the Playboy Mansion and be one of my girlfriends? I was like, wait, what? How did he find you? While I was living with this boy in San Diego, I did this photo shoot, and this photographer sent my photo into the Playboy Mansion and to the Playboy, and I had no idea. And next thing you know I get this call the rumor was that Hef walked by and there was only one photo left out of this pile of photos it was mine and he walked by and he picks it up and he says who's this girl that was the story on his end I'm so grateful for that opportunity you know for me amazing and it was healthy for me it was happy for me I was safe you know it's taboo to the world because they don't really know what really you know went on there and my perspective is only one party every every few months and the rest was like okay we all had sex with Hugh Hefner once a week that's the taboo is that we had sex with a seven eight year old. Did it feel like a transaction in order to be in that environment? Yeah it definitely felt like a transaction but I was willing to take it. I was 18. I took that one-way ticket, never looked back. And it was the best decision of my life. It was a heavenly experience for me. Like there couldn't have been a better experience. And you know, there's two things that can be right. You know, like people are like, how can you say that when you have a daughter or whatever? What would you tell your daughter or whatever? And I'm sitting here like, you know, two things can be right. I had to do what I had to do. I had to survive. I was in a survival mode. I chose what I chose. I made the choice to move into the Playboy Mansion, have Sex for Money with Hugh Eppner. And I actually lived an amazing five years of my life.